Who am I?

Every day I spend time coaching people through tough times and personal challenges.  I also interview people I find interesting for my show The Path of Me on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCCDX-BxYVubb2iHaxYUU9aQ.   Recently I was thinking about all the content I put out in the world and wondered if the people really know who I am.  This prompted me to share a bit more about myself here.  As an Ascension coach and Marconic Energy Practitioner, I help people to align with their highest potential energetically, mentally, and emotionally.   I’ve found that when people change their perception and their energetic vibration and alignment, their entire lives change.

I have an endless flow of creation and the process comes from deep in my heart.  Even when I am in silence and present, energy is flowing.  Who am I really, and why am I here is the question I ask myself a lot and the answer is always the same, I am ME andI am light.   My mission here is to be my authentic self, to give a voice to the process of awakening for those who resonate with it.  I am a guide, but you are the master of your own life.  I help you remember who you are and why you are here.  I traveled my spiritual journey alone even though people were physically around me.  There was no attachment to anything like religion or yoga or spirituality which meant I followed my own inner guidance back to myself.  For many years I drifted off course (all part of my learning experience) and lost myself trying to please others, not standing strong in my personal alignment and power.   It took time to navigate my way back, to trust my inner knowing and allow myself to rise and fall with the tide and process.

I have been through a lot of intense experiences in my life but in the interest of protecting the privacy of people involved I choose not to share the details.  There were many times my heart was in a million pieces and I doubted I could survive the pain.   Many times it felt like my spirit was crushed and dying but what was dying was the old me, the old ways of thinking, belief systems that weren’t my own, the realization that my values didn’t align with the shiny objects or things most people prized.  It seemed I was an outsider, and no one understood me because they were attached to their wounds, their fears, and limited beliefs.   I asked many deep questions of myself like, “why am I striving so hard for things I don’t believe in, do I have to be someone I don’t resonate with at all, why should I make other people happy at my own expense, and what is the real meaning of life”?  These questions and my answers led me here, to this very moment in time. 

I learned that through pain comes life lessons, wisdom, and strength.  You either rise or you fall, the choice is always yours.  Difficult experiences in my life are always a catalyst for change.  It took time to heal and release many things that no longer serve me. I am not bound by the rules of tradition, family, culture.  No one tells me who to be or what to believe, I determine that.  I choose me, I choose Sovereignty which is the pure alignment of my soul in all aspects of life.  I drift off course sometimes, but I manage to self-correct.  For me Sovereignty is like following your compass pointing truth north.  Regardless of what direction I go, I always correct my path and alignment with my heart and soul, with myself as a sovereign being.     

I am the mother of two sons who are 26 and 27.  They have been my greatest teachers.  I am honored that we chose each other in the stars before any of us arrived here on Earth to share this life together.   Married for 34 years to the same man, I have to say he anchors me and allows me to be who I need to be which is a gift.   I learned many lessons through parenting and marriage, many which brought me to my knees.  Somehow, I always rise stronger and am happy to say we are all intact and love each other.   My greatest joy is spending time with my family.  Both my sons live in the same city so I am grateful for every moment with them.

I have a dog Guts, a chocolate colored pit bull my older son found running wild on the street 4 years ago.  He is super chill, never barks, but will kill you to protect me (maybe).   I joke that my real job is walking him 3 times a day 365 days a year.  The day he dies part of me will die with him.  I also love Pepper my son’s dog who is a little 8 lb. terrier.  She was also a stray found on the street.    When I see Pepper, my heart expands 8 sizes, she cuddles with me like a baby and visits often.

I am not vegetarian, vegan, keto, or whatever.  I eat all kinds of foods and there may or may not be a secret or not so secret love affair with dark chocolate and large cookies of all kinds.  I gave up Alcohol a few years ago, sodas, caffeine, all at the prompting of my higher self and inner guidance.   As my energy changed and I shifted more into my light body, my diet changed. I choose to honor my body as it houses my soul.   I felt I should treat it as the sacred vessel holding my soul instead of an afterthought.   Sometimes I eat things that are unhealthy for me because I am human after all. I do it without guilt and savor it.  Also, I believe everyone should do what feels right for them.  This is true for sexual orientation, political and religious beliefs, culture, and lifestyle.  We are here for the experience not to be forced to follow things that do not resonate with us or do things that don’t feel aligned with us.  It takes courage to stand for what you believe in and truly live it every day.

I am kind, but I also have strong boundaries.  I will not sacrifice myself in any way to ease someone’s emotional discomfort.  It is healthy to allow people to hold and process their own emotional stuff and not sacrifice yourself to make their lives comfortable.  Why would I deny anyone the gift and the lessons that come from sitting with yourself in discomfort and finding your truth and healing?  Sometimes bearing witness to someone’s suffering is hard, but I am excellent at holding space for the process.   I no longer have misplaced compassion.  That was my Ego telling me to save someone.   It is the responsibility of each individual to save themselves. I no longer take on anyone’s fear or emotional stuff, been there done that, got the t-shirt!

I am attracting and creating the life I want to live every moment of every day it’s a magical experience!  Although I love people, I’ve turned into an introvert.  This pandemic thing has been great for me.  When I meet you though, I see YOU.  I know your heart, your truth, your motives.  Connecting with people and helping them find their truth is a passion of mine.  Energetically I am present in my life.  There is a resonance between my energy and the reality I create in my life, nothing is random coincidence.  I want to celebrate the success of others instead of allowing it to diminish me or make me feel less than.   I’m here in my own lane, and everyone has their jam, I’ll never rain on your parade or feel like I’m not enough based on what you are achieving.   The old version of me felt jealous, like I was never enough.  To be able to celebrate others has been a wonderful shift for me.

The biggest thing in my life was letting go of all the false stories around what defined my worth. My value has nothing to do with success defined by anyone else. I wake up every day and show up authentically as myself. So here I am in my little corner of the world cheering you all on as you navigate life. You will all make it to wherever you choose to go, because your choices take your there! Imagine if everyone had the courage to be themselves 100% all the time. Together we can create change in the world. I want to whisper in your ear and say, “I see you and know you are worth far more. You have everything it takes to transcend the false story. Align with your soul, align with the heart, align with your truth”! Then I will watch you become the person you are here to be!