Our entire life is spent returning back to ourselves, collecting fractals of ourselves we’ve given away or lost along the way. We’re learning to return to love. It’s the letting go of stories and false beliefs, breaking ancestral patterns, healing emotional wounds, and remapping our DNA returning to our original state.
We are moving gracefully through or struggling depending on our choices and experience. I choose to flow in my life. For many, struggle and suffering are all they know, so that’s the experience they choose and repeat. Just because it’s comfortable doesn’t mean it’s optimal. I choose joy. I released the old patterns and stories and embraced life. I focus on fully inviting creativity and joy to allow myself to become the fullest expression of myself.
This is the ultimate gift, to BE immersed in my own experience as a creator and architect of my life, placing attention on all that I wish to create for the pure joy of it. It’s the gift I offer myself to find things that ignite and spark my soul. Our entire lives we are programmed to seek money, status, and recognition because we are told what “Success” looks like. I don’t define myself by success or failure; living a life that aligns with my passion is enough. When I’m standing in the light of all that I am, my joy and frequency attract magic, that’s the goal for me.
I’m never in a space of lack, only in a space of abundance. Where I place my attention, my experience grows. I design the framework of my life, let go of everything and bring my focus back to me. As a person in service to others, it’s easy to lose myself in the texts and emails and offering support all the time. So, I’m back to pouring energy into me and stepped back. I know that I’m living my best life when I follow my inner compass and seek harmony. Sometimes it’s a nap, or a couple days off. It could be time with my new granddaughter Lili, or lemonade and cookies. Whatever it is that feels important to me, I make space for. I never chase I attract.
My world is constantly attracting more of the things I love because when I’m present and centered my energy calls it in. This is how I bring abundance in all forms. I’m constantly surprised by nature, whether it’s a glorious sunset, a beautiful butterfly circling me, or trips to a beautiful locale.
“Eyes on me” reminds me to focus on things supporting me. When I began the practice of bringing energy back to me I noticed how often my thoughts and energy drifted to other people. I compared my life to others, I judged myself for not being more, which felt like I was telling myself I was less. My journey is the priority for me.
The journey back to me required clearing lifetimes of karma, being vulnerable with myself and facing all the distortions in my field. I released old stories, the unworthiness, the lack of faith in myself. I peeled thousands of layers of emotional wounds and suffering off me. They were no longer mine to carry. It was a choice to ascend and go higher. It was a choice to reach for me at source, and by that, I mean align with my future self and embody her here.
As I released the false beliefs and limiting mindset, truth and clarity came forward. I was gifted the knowing of who I am and why I am here. This offered higher perspective which allows me to respond rather than emotionally react. Knowing who you are, makes it easy to stand in your power. I am free from the agendas of anyone because I no longer do anything from a place of guilt or obligation.
We are always guided to our higher path, but the human mind and ego distract us with limiting beliefs, detours, and shiny objects. Sometimes I forgot to pay attention to how I feel. My body is always talking to me just as yours is speaking to you. Pay attention. “Eyes on me” reminds me to come back in and “feel” my way forward, which means leaning into the feelings coming up. The answers always come.
I don’t judge the unfolding or rehash the past; I realign and commit to my future. I never look back or grip the hard, unsavory, or ugly parts. I AM in this moment and each one flows to the next. Whatever is coming to me is for me; I feel like it’s already written in the stars and the unfolding is in perfect timing. I trust that.
Coming to Earth at this pivotal time as a lightworker has been the biggest gift and challenge at the same time. I kept seeking a guiding light until I realized it was me guiding me this entire time! I’m constantly working on my Ego and moving closer to myself with love and compassion. I stopped working against myself physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually. I will complete my human mission and know it was all as it should be. Until the end I’m going to keep my “eyes on me,” and live my best life!
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